I began creating art as a child to represent my thoughts and observations nonverbally. The sights I encountered during my early childhood in Alaska sparked a curiosity that my young mind processed best through drawing.
Eventually, I had to process the news of my mother’s breast cancer diagnosis. During this time, design became a central pillar of my life. I began to understand design as an experience rather than a discipline, a shift that is still reflected in my work. I design to express my voice and exhibit my background within the context of the human condition.
Halfway through my sophomore year, I attended the New Orleans stop of Kanye West’s "Yeezus" tour. Reflecting on that concert, I realized the power of a well-executed sonic and visual experience. The set was beautifully designed, featuring a mountain with a circular LED mass floating above it that cycled through a narrative: Fighting, Rising, Falling, Searching, Finding. West donned a series of bejeweled masks. I wondered why he would set aside his identity but quickly realized it was for something bigger than his ego; it was for expression. The show felt more like a night at the opera than a concert, full of Catholic imagery—the crucifix, the Virgin Mary—juxtaposed with pyrotechnics and anonymous, robed figures.
I distinctly remember the song "Hey Mama." He had written it before his mother passed as a tribute to her. During the performance, Kanye fell to his knees—a fallen star. I thought back to the day my own mother died. West didn't even sing the lyrics; he let the instrumental run. I felt a chill of reverence and nostalgia. That moment brought me back to my childhood, sitting on a high stool by the counter asking my mother a myriad of questions and drawing out her answers. I credit that moment with my new beginning and my distinct regard for expression. Knowing I had a vision and a foundation in graphic design, I made the conscious decision to transform that negative energy into a lifelong pursuit: architectural design.
My voice is my most valuable asset. Winston Churchill once said, "We shape our buildings; after that, they shape us." As people occupy a space, they take on the quality of that space. I see architecture as a poetic mesh of the indefinite nature of art and the practical natural world. Design surrounds me in my quotidian life—from the spaces I inhabit to the water bottles I use. I am developing a sense of spatial reasoning and learning to connect universal consumer principles with product design. Design is all around us; one cannot escape it, but rather choose whether or not to recognize its implications.